yah, haven't written a real entry in a while. I have EB today, so this probably won't be long, but I'll at least talk for a little while, to make up for my... lack of talking over the weeekend...

Okay. Yeah. Friday night was spent doing nothing, Saturday I had the car wash from like 11 to 4, and somebody called my cell but I didn't recognize the number, and my cell phone is evil and won't let me check my voicemail, and I called them back but got an answering machine that said "you've reached [number], leave us a message and we'll get back to you," which was very shitty. if that was you, ya wanna let me know?

okay, back to my day. car wash was pretty good, I don't really mind washing cars, and it's fun when you're the oldest person there and all of the little children are scared of you, and half the time you get to stand around and tell jokes to Zinn and the Medds anyway...

so yeah, that was good.

so, kate tried to get me to go to this greek play thing, and alex was going to some show choir "performance," and for a while I wasn't sure if they were going to the same thing or not because they were like right across the parking lot from each other, and kate didn't even know what she was going to... but yeah, kate went to that thing with allison and alison, and I went to the Old Gold performance... I drove Tom and Kate there, Kate left, Tom and I stood around for an hour, met up with Alex and Jordan, ran into Kempo and Anne, watched the show, laughed at the show, left the show, and went to Dietz's house. Tom rode with Alex, but Jordan had to ride with me because I'm directionally challenged and I didn't know how to actually get to Alex's house on my own... but that's okay.

So we (we being me, alex, tom, tony, jordan, katie collins, and lisa... oh, I guess little dietz was downstairs too) sat around watched family guy and south park, and "terry tate, office line backer," and it was all good.

And I said "by a pumpkin," not "buy a pumpkin." Just in case you were wondering.

The rest of you... don't ask.

So, I left at like 11:45 and I took a wrong turn getting out of his neighborhood, but kept going (lol, smart, huh?), which was exciting, and eventually I ended up on Holiday Road and it was all good.

Got home at midnight, and my parents were all like "this clock says 12:03," and I was like "but this clock says 11:57" and they gave me shit but basically didn't do anything... which is good, because I WASN'T EVEN LATE... but that doesn't really seem to matter much.

*cough*

So, yeah, I went to bed at like 1, slept like crap, got up at 6, worked for 7 hours, came home, talked online for a while...

burned a shitload of CDs... watched a movie w/ the parents, went to bed.

Notice I didn't once mention "homework" in the description of my weekend...

bah, that's what open hours are for. precalc worksheet and gov reading, hah... like I'm going to do those at home.

So, yeah, that was my weekend...

oh yeah, drew called last night, too, which was kind of fun since he's been all antisocial and not talking to people lately...

hmm.

what else to say?

It's funny how one person could say "and I know you've never asked me this, but if you would ever decide to do so, I would tell you that I think you have a lovely figure" and the other can say "plus, you're hot," and they both mean pretty much exactly the same thing.

Guess which one Mary likes better...

lol, think Occam's Razor.

(and I have no idea if I spelled "occam" right... it's been forever since I've seen it written down)

The simplest answer is usually the right one?

Me no like excessiveness.

So, yeah. I just found that kind of amusing.

Umm... yeah.

I've noticed a lot of non-straight people being kind of... excessive... lately...

like, I don't want to use obsessive, because there's a friend (ie, person who reads this diary, lol) who uses that word to describe how she feels about certain issues regarding sexuality, and I don't think it's exactly the same thing...

I'm just kind of sick of the "I'm gay. That makes me different from everyone else. Nobody understands me, life is unfair, etc etc etc... straight people are all stupid and biased and unfair to me, that makes me better than all of them... gender doesn't matter, straight people are asinine for thinking it does, I'm right and they're wrong, I'm so superior to them..." and on and on and on...

christ.

okay. I'm bi. I can't control that, and that's okay.

by the same token, gay people can't control it either.

but neither can straight people.

so... yeah. your quest to make the whole world bi is kind of silly.

and your pity case of "I'm so misunderstood" is all just you feeling sorry for yourself anyway, so that goes down the drain. people wouldn't misunderstand you if you didn't alienate yourself from all of them.

and... grr. I hate people that alienate other people (or themselves from other people) in order to make themselves feel like they're better than everyone else.

that was all kind of unorganized and bitchy, and I don't know if any of it makes sense, but yeah, I have to go to PE now, so I'll talk to y'all laters.

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