why have I not written in two days?

dude... I'm lazy, and tired, and there's lots of crap going on and I never have any time to sleep.

okay... yeah.

things are good... been screwing around a lot lately... instead of working, like I should be doing, because if I worked when I was supposed to, I wouldn't have to work when I need to be sleeping...

but, no, I'm 16 and it's unnatural to work when you have friends to hang out with when you're 16...

almost 17... woohoo...

stop asking me what I want, because I don't really know...

hmm... jazz band this morning 7-8, jazz band this afternoon 2:30-4, dan's concert tonight 7:30-9(ish), lesson tomorrow 4-4:30, jazz band tomorrow night 6:45-8(ish), jazz band saturday 2:30-4, good time sunday 12-4(?)...

and I thought life would be easier after all-state.

hmm... *yawn*... see, I'm spending my open hour writing in this thing instead of reading gov for tomorrow, or studying for the precalc test that I'm going to fail, or doing chem hw (hah, it's not due till tuesday), or reviewing for the brit lit quiz I have next period...

I just... can't bring myself to care that much about schoolwork.

last weekend, with the car/job/chem stress, followed by some stress/issues/something caused by certain... people... those-who-are-not-to-be-named...

school doesn't matter. I need sleep.

so... my last day is saturday, and not sunday, because it would be silly for me to come to work for less than half of the regular 8-hour shift...

the banner for now says "all I want is phyisical love," and it's amusing...

*thinks of caveman comment*

hmm... not only do I not know what time this period is over (*curses thursday schedules*), I can't even see a clock from here... that might be a bad combo.

the computer says it's 12:58, but... the computers at school are usually wrong.

dude... people need to email me!!

hmm... I think I'm going to go quasi-read macbeth now... laters.

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