so... this is the part where I talk about how I've been doing too much crap all school year, and how I admit that I'm doing too much w/ band, and too much w/ school, and trying to do too much socially...

but before I get any of that cleared up, I fall asleep at the computer.

or something like that.

so... I didn't go to the christmas bird count today... which was sad, b/c my dad and I have done that every year for a long time now...

I dunno, usually when I back out of things, he seems kind of disappointed... today he just smiled and said "I know, it's been a rough month for everyone" and told me we could go hiking together next weekend.

*smiles*

that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

I guess it makes up for some of the other stuff that's been going on lately... so many extremes... *passes out from conflicting emotions*

eh... I have gtc rehearsal this afternoon, and I should eat something/ do homework (grr, it's sunday)... so... I'll probably write more later.

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