I haven't written anything in forever, but apparently people still look at this site on a regular basis. Even when I don't write. I find that kind of odd, but at the same time it makes me feel like I should write something...

A lot of things going on these days aren't things I can really talk about here. I feel like a lot of people are being used, and a lot more are being delusional... but overall, they are all nice people and I would prefer to remain friends with them.

I guess that's why I don't update here anymore.

this is the place for my observations and more emo-ish type entries

(though LJ has been getting a few of those from me lately, too)

and... people don't want to hear it. they don't want to hear about how the people they care about are mistreating them. they don't want to hear about how I think they're acting stupid. they don't want to hear that I think there's something wrong in a relationship, but I don't know how to fix it.

maybe sometimes the vague discomfort is worse, because then you can't place the blame on anything.

I don't know. I'm not sure if it is my place to tell people things that they don't want to hear.

especially if they're not going to listen to me anyway.

So I think I will avoid doing that.

hmm...

I wrote in my LJ that my social life would fade once school got out... and a lot of people tried to tell me otherwise, but already there have been a lot of social things going on that I haven't even been invited to.

The last time I did something social (other than the phone, which I don't consider officially "social" because I can't get out of the house b/c of it) was Thursday. The last day of school.

Interesting, no?

Well... if you want to do anything with me before I go off to camp for two weeks... you know how to reach me.

and if you don't... I hope you have a good summer.

laters.

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